term papers no more yay. finally!! squeezed out 3500 words worth of crappy chinese in one sleepless night salutes myself (: but exams coming up again its impossible to finish everything so i shall study soon mugging is my true nature. >:)

awesome friends.








love all of you so so much!!!

awakened but too little too late brought upon by myself what more can i say.

sigh school tires the hell out of me. historys finally over and done with i hate camping in front of the comp churning essays trying to do everything right cos everything counts esp with a cap to maintain and i hate my speed it just gets worse all the time. at least one last lunwen (oh the horrors) and thats all for the term yay. and going to school and facing people in general really tires me sometimes though i love my friends and shrugging it off when things dont go quite right is just annoying. times like that make me miss hwachong all over again. sigh sigh.

in other news, guess who i met but p__ (remember muscle neustrolimia??! - my house got burnt down - i was hospitalized and starved episodes??) at the station aft dinner with friends at vivo. when he approached me for (yet another) survey i had this sense of deja vu and he started firing questions that got me really suspicious then he finally said smt that confirmed my suspicions and i went oh-my-god-its-really-him a thousand times over in my head. he got me talking for quite a while and the things he remembers (open house shirt + my old pink ripples slippers?!) made me amused beyond belief. i swear the most absurd things happen to me.

feels hugely responsible for being the root of the mess and. the way things turned out upsets me and for watching all of it happen i wish i didnt have to know. anddddddd i have to do two gem projects heaven bless me i honestly cant recall a single lecture related to stats theres a looming sense of resignation and ive a very bad feeling for hist term paper which will take me forever and and so many amongst others. (sighs) but things will get better.

i had a good day and ive awesome friends im so blessed!! thankyou everyone for making my day (:

i have been unproductive (again) but i swear i swear i will catch up on all my readings and stop lagging behind the whole world.

it was good seeing familiar faces at MAF again, and i almost forgot how freaking long 961 takes to get to school. i miss school. and my awesome class.!! and the idea of turning nineteen soon scares me a lot i refuse to grow up so fast i kind of like being eighteen hahaha.


anyway bits of photos from people! (:

( food, friends & fun. )

okay yay after a whole night and morning im finally done with soci term paper and im so ?!!! at myself for spending so freaking long on a damn two-page assignment which i dont even know what the hell im writing about. this is probably the most ridiculously time consuming thing ive ever written and its so damn short god im such an epic fail. im so pissed at myself im going to sleep for just a while then ill be off!!